ViolentHysteria

I saw you slip but didn't grasp the fact your hand the cries for help but now time stopped. Every 2 AM phone call echoes in my head my recent calls every song you introduced me to but now time stopped. The music you showed me has helped me to cope with this loss but now time stopped. Everyday I wake up and hope for a text a missed call a text an explanation but now time stopped. This has to be a joke I think feeling grasping at the idea but now time has stopped. Jokes we shared were so many funny how this works you're gone but now time stopped. Helplessly, tears slither down my face thinking of you and yours

somewhere lost in space and time was my ability lost to rhyme your pretty face lost in the sunshine words on a page just can't be mine little quips lead to little quits and our little quits lead to misprint the droid keeps going deep in me soul is searching, wanting some free time activity is gone in your face somehow were losing it; i need your taste juxtaposition of love and hate decomposition of desire, first rate the unnerving question of time chimes in devoting my life to this boy and his sin the need to get out and the need to stay tie one night im going to get lost in starshine

Numbers erode the daybreak ahead Tripping up this shuttered darkness Shallow waves broke behind me Too salty is the sea water Metal within in me disintegrates Damned if death ever felt this good Beams of light drag through the mist Laid on this beach until morning light

Let's drown into an abyss The clocks are ticking in our blood You don't aid, just assist That lovely red mixture turns to mud I'm sliced open, scarred and dripping But blood for you desecrates slipping Pressed to you in night time air I've been lured into treachery, into your lair Moon glows faintly over in shines of onyx Your eyes, hollow, debase this silence

You wanted danger You wanted surprise You wanted a cover For all of your lies You felt your own sorrow You felt your remorse You felt such an anger From an action of force You saw the explosion You saw my disguise You saw this eraser Of which I despise Your veins began rising Your blood pressure screamed Your mind had to singe But your body just gleamed.

It's cold outside, it's dead outside Your electric fingers feel my skin Rubbery and firm but loose The door opens and the electric's out I remember you for seconds Then you vanish like a fuckin' ghost Quicksand heart pours on the floor But we're quick to clean that up Your fingernails are pretty spotless I examine them 'cross the room Reckless endangerment is perfume For the cold, restless air Whisper more, baby, the cloud's forming Cigarette ashes litter the asphalt Your eyes glisten under the streetlight Say you feel like experimentin'?

To whom it may concern: You will think what you will, but I want to get MY word out there. I know you think little of me, actually I'm aware its much less than that. The truth is, yes, I left when the "going got rough" as everybody loves to say. But why? Maybe because it was too rough, or maybe I just didn't want to work through it. And I cared enough to end things rather than just let us both waste time. I know I seem heartless, and sometimes I'm scared that I am. But you must remember, I don't treat every single person the same way. Or have you forgotten that I'm a selective person? I loved you, and a part of me always will in some way. I

Society's masochistic fascination with beauty in terms of pain, is nothing but an excuse to mutilate an “image” of defection for those whom could never appreciate the value in flaws of variation. And by calling it “perfecting” we seek only the hopeless, that which is impossible to obtain... For humanity's vain obsession with perfection rots itself from the inside out, festering and decaying until all that is left is everything a person never wanted to be, and a vague reminder of who one could have been. And then not even futile regrets can color the vision, the lonely 'scapes of grey, of the minds infected w

And the moral of the story is always the same. Be nice to your neighbor, be good to your friends, be sweet and smile. Oh and never ever talk back. Lose weight, smile when you’re sad, and smile when you’re angry, smile when you’re nervous and smile when you’re happy. Laugh at a guys joke even when it’s not funny; pretend you’re okay when you’re not. Spend money you don’t have just to make someone else happy. Can’t forget getting good grades, and being perfect. You can’t get anything lower than an A+. Be a good friend, don’t hate people. Be nice to people who are horrible and cruel. Hat

Do you see who I really am inside? Can you see the monster that I hide? Did you know that my every word's a lie? If you could only see the truth you'd run away from me If you could only see the truth you'd run away from me But maybe I'm just too good a faker Or maybe it's just fate to take her Away Have you seen who I really am inside? Have you seen all I try to hide? Have you learned to tell my truths from lies? If you could only see the truth you'd run away from me If you could only see that there's nothing left of me 'Cause baby I'm not that good a faker Maybe it's just her fate to take my Life Now you see who I really am i