I saw you slip but didn't grasp
the fact
your hand
the cries for help
but now time stopped.
Every 2 AM phone call echoes
in my head
my recent calls
every song you introduced me to
but now time stopped.
The music you showed me has helped
me
to cope
with this loss
but now time stopped.
Everyday I wake up and hope for a text
a missed call
a text
an explanation
but now time stopped.
This has to be a joke
I think
feeling
grasping at the idea
but now time has stopped.
Jokes we shared were so many
funny
how this works
you're gone
but now time stopped.
Helplessly, tears slither down
my face
thinking
of you and yours
somewhere lost in space and time
was my ability lost to rhyme
your pretty face lost in the sunshine
words on a page just can't be mine
little quips lead to little quits
and our little quits lead to misprint
the droid keeps going deep in me
soul is searching, wanting some free
time activity is gone in your face
somehow were losing it; i need your taste
juxtaposition of love and hate
decomposition of desire, first rate
the unnerving question of time chimes in
devoting my life to this boy and his sin
the need to get out and the need to stay tie
one night im going to get lost in starshine
Slightly stoopid thinking
Gaining on your fears
I'm following your footsteps
Trampling your tears
Ripping out your heart
Or so you seem to say
Your collapse will not happen
You won't go out that way
A canyon full of memory
Of promises and lies
Our heads run like a waterfall
We are the same inside
These stupid little words
Falling from my lips
Are tiny little rocks
Shallow little quips
Motherfuckin' crazies
Motherfuckin' chops
You are my little daisy
To my beer, you're hops
Believe me if you will
though you probably
Remember that we're here
With this little note
Numbers erode the daybreak ahead
Tripping up this shuttered darkness
Shallow waves broke behind me
Too salty is the sea water
Metal within in me disintegrates
Damned if death ever felt this good
Beams of light drag through the mist
Laid on this beach until morning light
Let's drown into an abyss
The clocks are ticking in our blood
You don't aid, just assist
That lovely red mixture turns to mud
I'm sliced open, scarred and dripping
But blood for you desecrates slipping
Pressed to you in night time air
I've been lured into treachery, into your lair
Moon glows faintly over in shines of onyx
Your eyes, hollow, debase this silence
You wanted danger
You wanted surprise
You wanted a cover
For all of your lies
You felt your own sorrow
You felt your remorse
You felt such an anger
From an action of force
You saw the explosion
You saw my disguise
You saw this eraser
Of which I despise
Your veins began rising
Your blood pressure screamed
Your mind had to singe
But your body just gleamed.
It's cold outside, it's dead outside
Your electric fingers feel my skin
Rubbery and firm but loose
The door opens and the electric's out
I remember you for seconds
Then you vanish like a fuckin' ghost
Quicksand heart pours on the floor
But we're quick to clean that up
Your fingernails are pretty spotless
I examine them 'cross the room
Reckless endangerment is perfume
For the cold, restless air
Whisper more, baby, the cloud's forming
Cigarette ashes litter the asphalt
Your eyes glisten under the streetlight
Say you feel like experimentin'?
When I open my eyes and count to ten
The world should be free yet again
When I tap my finger to the count of nine
Please tell me your anger has resigned
Rocking back and forth to beats of eight
I hope that your fear shall disappate
Chewed my lip to bleed, chewed it seven
Take me over and you get to heaven
My nails are bitten off, but only six
Crying and pleading are not a fix
Pieces of hair fall in a scrap of five
Everyone tells you to look alive!
My head hits against the wall, count to four
Shouldn't, in conquest, be something more?
The screams in my head have drowned to mere three
When I hear your voice, first instinct's to